Why I wouldn't say some words in English?
Like that, I can hide my ideas in back of an other language, hide my way of being,...
You would say me, why in English, and not in French?
Just because, I can think that only the persons who are interested in me, would try to understand these words. I hope many of you would read this to the end, even if I don't say a lot of things.
But it's something usual with me. I've always preferred listening to people, at talking to them.
Somewhere, I don't need to unveil my spirit, and I prefer let my friends doing it with me.
Some of you don't understand the fact I don't want to speak when I'm in a bad period. But how to make you understand? I don't know, and I don't want to. Maybe with the time, I would change and stop asking me all these questions without answers.
There's an other thing that I don't understand. It's when one of my friends who relied on me until today, begins has to lie to me and to fall back. I don't understand that, I would to, but nobody wants to explain me, and everybody refuses to speak about it, like if it was dangerous for them. I would like that the situation there is today changes but I've done all the efforts that I was able to do, and now I just wait that the persons who's concerned moves and come to me. That would be pity if it was not the case.
Now I hope that all the problems I've would disappear quickly and let me in peace.
....Some bad thoughts in bad days...


